Thursday, September 30, 2010.
Oh ya, Continuing, Why I say i did not belong to that class anymore? Actually on my birthday, I had this BF, let's call him Alex, Alex was my BestFriend, he knew I did not like those 2 arrogant. He also says that he will put work into consideration after N lvl see his mum agree a not. Ok, Now i take it from the start, The very Start. On my birthday, my friend, Cherry *Fake name* text me remind me to go collect my MF Alumni card on thursday 30/09, I was actually Touched, coz the past few week we got a little misunderstanding and I was unhappy when I didn't get information from Alex, Maybe he didn't get it too, I was thinking of going with him to school the next day to retrieve it. So after a while I switch on my com and saw him Online in MSN, I pretended ask him whether can we retrieve the card the next day and My heart stops for a few seconds that he said he forget to tell me abt it, I was even sad when I found out everyone has taken the card and I was the only one who never take. So I feel a little down and I go facebook thankyou-ing people for wishing me a happy Birthday but then realize that Alex didn't post anything at all.... I was even sadder... Then, I went hub buy cake apply for a Job. Reach home, try to be happy celebrate then Swicth on my computer again, then this time I receive Alex's text wishing me a Happy Birthday and say he was busy for the past few days. Then I was thinking, Forget it... when after I go into Facebook, I changed my mind, there is a malay classmate working there, and he post going off to 2nd interview thing then when chatting, LeeLee told me he went to hub too with Alex, YonYon, and some other people then I finally understand this is what Alex is busy with, Going out with friends is His BUSY THING. after that continuing the chat then, the malay classmate's stead say *WAA, so many people work there, Me, her stead, Big Shark and Alex.* That moment I had another heart attack, Why Alex name was mention, Didn't he told me that he will think of working after N lvl? Why is he applying now? Maybe I was toooooooooooo Native le. Then on 300910, If it wasn't for the 2nd interview, I would't see the truth... All in the mind I know is Alex would prefer the 2 than me, Even If not because of Alex, The LeeLee and YonYon can ask me out to go play what. NVM! 3 of them closest to me already tells me I'm NOTHING to them. Even FT dun wish me a happy birthday and she can wish other ppl.. So I set my mindset, I no more class 4* . After this year, I May change all my handphone number my address and everything. I want to be a different person breaking out of this place!!!!!!!!! |
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