‎"No matter how small a pinky finger is, you will Never notice it, No matter how much a pinky finger do for you, You will not appreciate it, Now your  Little pinky finger rot away..... Since you never Treat me as one, You should't
regret it Now...... Is too late.............." 

I had learn after today, no one treat me as a friend, I'm just like nth to them, all i wanted was a friend to be with me, be by my side, BUT I nvr had it.... I thought i  found it but it was a bunch of illusion... I really hate myself. But the moment i hate myself, I told myself that few more mth and its over...... Now, i realize that "Black n White" paper is THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, I will strife my very best to get it, Even i have to run a marathon, I will do it, Even if the world tried to stop me, I will push them aside, I Will AND I MUST get it by Hook or By crook. I think Now, This makes me the motto of my Life this Year.....

Its really up to me and only i know myself the Best. You sucks